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and thanks for reading them, indu... requires immense patience and yes, love.
that account of your forgetting what interests you greatly because the time of farewelling was upon us, priceless. those two odd months were traumatic, the intensity of trauma doubling and quadrupling and growing at bizarre exponential rate as the days counted down. i still can feel my heart react and then hold on defensively when i think of that time. i went quietly insane for a while and then clawed my way back to reality. this time without psychoanalyst... 😆
there is indeed nothing to say about aarav and the absurdity of it all. what will always remain a mystery and bother me in a funny way is how did the team that did the first 200, actually manage to do this.
perhaps it wasn't the same team at all... just their names scrolled by on the screen, while freelancers struggled to make things work. we'll ever know.
just one thing is certain. something was terribly wrong.
blast from the past possibly saved me in ways a forum thread isn't really supposed to and ipk gave me too many good memories and grinny dhakdhak moments... got to finish this trip. the destination is exactly what i have no idea, but seems i must get there. 😆
and you're abs right, pixlr just can't take it. still on strike.
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