awww.....don't kill yourself please....i looked at the videos, so far pretty good.....try adding a few effects and transitions in the videos. I use Ulead Studio 11 which creates amazing looking videos. Keep all the videos you make in a file on youtube, don't delete anything because it will help you in your VJ, DJ, etc job fields in the future. Try the effects first either in Windows Movie Maker if you have Windows XP or Ulead Studio 11 or whatever program lets you edit videos or add effects to your videos. Take a look at the videos I made on
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Best of Luck!